presenting...

our presentation. hehe. :P

part1
part2
part3

:D

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bad trip! di sakto yung sound sa picture. hmmm... mag-upload na lang ulit ako pag sinipag ako. hehe. :P

christmas, like all holidays, is overrated.

ho. ho. ho.

boy1: ang kulit mo talga. friends lang talaga kami no.
girlie1: ang showbiz naman ng sagot mo.
boy1: eh ganun talga e. parang kapatid ko na nga sya e.
girlie1: kapatid? may kapatid bang ganun?
boy1: oo, sya?
girlie: eh kung sya kapatid, ano naman ako.
boy1: ummm... ummm... second cousin.

"nung isang araw nung nag-cr ako dun sa public toilet sa may sm yung isang mama na umiihi sa may urinal nakatitig dun sa isang mama na jumijingle sa tabi nyang urinal habang kumakanta ng...

'jumbo hotdog! kaya mo ba to?! kaya mo ba to?! jumbo hotdog! kaya mo ba to?!'"

sana di na lang ako nagshave

ewan ko ba pero pag nakakapakinig ako ng mga kanta ng up dharma down naiisip ko yung daan papuntang cavite. siguro kaya yun ang naaalala kasi nung minsang galing kami ng cavite pinapatugtog sa radio yung kanta ng udd na "oo" tas syempre sing-along naman ako. (pero mahina lang. nakakahiya sa ibang pasahero sa van e.) syempre nagtaka naman yung mga kasama ko kung ano yung kinakanta ko. (di pa kasi sikat yung udd nun. wala pang video yung "oo" tas kalalabas pa lang ng album nila nun.) di ko sya ata pinansin nun kasi enjoy ako sa pagkanta. at mukhang di naman nya nagustuhan yung kanta kaya di na rin nya ako kinulit. nakakatawa lang kasi pagkalipas ng ilang buwan sya na yung kumakanta nun. naging mejo "pop" na kasi yung "oo."

hmmm... kaya rin siguro yun ang naaalala ko kasi napaka-memorable nung biyahe na yun. ang sakit kasi ng tumbong ko dahil ang panget ng pagkakaupo ko sa van e. ehe.

(alam ko na pala kung bakit ko naiisip yun. hehe.)

~~~

more here...

<3

The Slow Dancer Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDm) Steady, reliable, and cradling her tenderly. Take a deep breath, and let it out real easy...you are The Slow Dancer. Your focus is love, not sex, and for your age, you have average experience. But you're a great, thoughtful guy, and your love life improves every year. There's also a powerful elimination process working in your favor: most Playboy types get stuck raising unwanted kids before you even begin settling down. The women left over will be hot and yours. Your ideal woman is someone intimate, intelligent, and very supportive. Your exact opposite: The Hornivore Random Brutal Sex Master While you're not exactly the life of the party, you do thrive in small groups of smart people. Your circle of friends is extra tight and it's HIGHLY likely they're just like you. You appreciate symmetry in relationships. ALWAYS AVOID: The Battleaxe CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor or The Sonnet Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating.

~~~

bleh-yoh! :P

yeh! random brutal sex mastah! XD yeh!

[crickets] [crickets] [crickets]

^^6

~~~

this vid reminded me of cel. especially the last part. hehe. :P

"may 3 tanga. pang apat ang bumasa..."

got this text message a couple of days ago...

"kami lang ang kainan sa elbi na tinitingala."
-sizzlers

"hindi lang goldilocks ang bakeshop na may kainan."
-mernels

"hindi kami nawala... lumipat lang kami sa baba."
-salad country

"bago pa ang ministop, 24/7 na kami."
-mang pogs

"walang masama sa pagsesex."
-Shanghai EXpress

"kainan nyo naman kami, we're still open!"
-woodbridge pizza

"marami ng sumilong sa akin para magdate."
-fertility tree

"ako ang paboritong meeting place."
-vega

"tama na, corny na!"
-tindera ng mais

nakakatuwa! sa sobrang tuwa ko sa kanya ni-forward ko agad sa mga kaibigan ko na taga-elbi(yung globe lang. hehe. :P). natatawa lang ako sa reaction ng mga pinadalhan ko kasi akala nila ako yung gumawa nun. :P

kaya lang kulang. dapat nandun yung papu's, ic's, batcave, andoks, etc.

"ang pinakamasarap at pinakamurang siomai balls sa elbi."
-papu's

"friday friday on a thursday gimikan ng bayan. tokwa pa!"
-ic's

"lunurin mo pa sa mang tomas ang lechon kawali mo."
-batcave

"isang gabi lang dito may pang tuition ka na."
-andoks

haaay... nakakamiss ang elbi. nakakamiss ang simpleng buhay.

gary

mucus and sinew
trapped in its salty demise
periwinkle dreams

totoo bang nadadaan sa tyaga ang babae?

"who are you kidding? of course you want to be with someone who is physically appealing to you. you don't wake up in the morning and say to yourself, 'god, she has a good personality.'"

you think you completely know her...

then she tells you that she prefers pizza hut over shakey's.

iba ang orig!^^

remember this?

compare natin dito...



so, anong mas maganda?^^6

pwede ko kayang ipa-patent 'tong smiley na 'to, ":j"? hehe.

today i've decided to be extra cute.Ü

good bye yellow brick road

jas para sayo to. para ma-lss ka buong maghapon. panoorin mo lahat ha. :P

version1 - orig. nice glasses man.
version2 - two legends at it
version3 - pwede pala 'to dito! :j
version4 - keane version

"kami na..." ulit

kagabi nakatanggap ako ng text. sabi nya,

"hi jam. Ü kayo na pala ulit ng gf mo. nakita ko sa friendster kanina. Ü"

sukatan na pala talga ng status ang friendster.

hmmm... teka nga... ummm... yan! :P

hmm... di ko nagamit winamp ko ngayon a. si troubleclef kasi e. :P

narcissistic tendencies

*all pictures taken by me using tse's sleek digicam

saksakan ng...

plug.

look who's grizzly now...

before












"ho-hummm..."




after










"RORRRR!"

lazy blogging

lss... :D

lolz

^______^ HAHAHAHA!! ^______^

karaoke!^^

galeng! idol!^^

by nature's hand, by craft, by art,
what once was one now fly apart!

naaalala ko dati nung presidente pa si cory, yung mga panahon na madalas na walang kuryente, kulay itim yung kulangot ko nun.

lahat ng bagay ay mayroong hangganan...

penge ngang malaking bato...

/me pukpok bato ulo.

links2

i am the swamp(ed with work) thing.

you complete the scene
as you stand serene amongst
plush lavander fields

wala eh...

nagpramis ako sa sarili ko na pag nakita ko ulit si deutsche girl magpapakilala na ko. ummm... nakasakay ko sya ulit kanina sa elevator. hinarang ko pa nga yung kamay ko dun sa elevator doors para di sya masarhan. ayun puno yung elvator medyo siksikan sa dami ng tao. mahirap dumiskarte. sabi ko bahala na. chance ko na to e...

pero...

bigla syang may binati. opismeyt ata. tas nagusap na sila. bad tyak. at least alam ko na yung pangalan nya.

stalker moves na naman ito. hehe. :P

grin

tom green on the (d)evolution of mtv shows, from the tom green show to punk'd to jackass,

"so what's next? murder? porn... with murder?"

gah!

i hate it that i ain't got no time to update my blog because of... work.

bah!

g-tok

jae: oist
jam: yo
jae: punta ka homecoming?
jam: nope. :P
jae: baket?
jam: la lang...
jae: tsk. tatanungin pa naman kita kung bakit nagxx-xxxxxxx ka na ulit
jam: haha...
jam: trip lang. :P
jae: hehe
jae: ano pa balita sa yo?
jam: hmmm...
jam: wala lang.
jam: nangangarap. :P
jae: hehe
jae: yun pa rin ba pinapangarap mo?
jam: ummm...
jam: oo? :P
jae: ang dami namang sequel ng pelikula nyo
jam: haha!
jam: teleserye e. :P
jae: hehe. teleserye, pero seasonal? parang panday :P
jam: haha!!
jam: ganun na nga.
jam: bumababa kasi yung ratings e. :P
jae: so kung ikaw si jericho, meron kang heart.. at meron ding john estrada
jam: haha!!
jam: sino ako dun?
jam: si john estrada? :P
jam: haha!
jae: bakit, hinamon ka na ba ng suntukan? hehehehe
jam: hindi pa.
jam: malapit na. :P
jam: haha!
jae: hahaha
jam: talo ako dun.
jam: wimp ako e. :P
jae: wag ka pumunta sa premiere night
jam: ng ano?
jam: hahaha!!
jam: gets. :P
jae: hehehe
jam: oks lang basta nandun si gary v.
jam: :P
jae: hahahahaha
jam: kunin ko si jon.
jae: si jonas!
jam: haha!!
jae: haha!!
jae: "guys, not here..."
jam: :D
jam: lolz!

i used to be alive
and so beautiful inside
now i’ve lost my way
an open book with a torn page
something’s missing in me.
i’m losing control
behind these four walls
i can’t breathe anymore
believe in me…

honestly, this distance is what’s killing me
i lied when i said waiting was fine
i need you here with me now
cuz every hour hurts
except the last one kills.

don’t say you’re losing your faith in me
it’s only your mind
that fills itself with dirty images.

you don’t need to stop your world
i just want you to include me
these damn circumstances
you didn’t have to lie
why was i weak?
why did we let it go?

john mayer

sana maambunan ako ng talento mo. ;P

~~~

hmmm... must remind me-self to pre-order his latest album, continuum, at m1 to get me that *free* shirt. (and possibly that guitar. *drools* :L)

ink blot test

got this from hannah.

~~~

Your Unconscious Mind Is Most Driven by Love.



Your instinct to love and be loved is rooted very deeply in your subconscious and affects most of the decisions you make in life – whether you are aware of it or not. You inspire people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. You also value your personal relationships more than most people.

Your unique capacity to love may be greater than those around you, which means you may have more to give in relationships than your friends or romantic partners do.

~~~

ink me

~~~

uzz, parang tunay a. :P

overheard

"bakit ang lalake isa lang ang pwedeng ligawan? bakit ang babae..."

look-alike daw o...

yah man! :P

sinong kamukha mo?

i wanna be with you now...

hanggang salita ka lang naman...

anong hindi?

At least, hindi relatives ang nagtatanong sayo nun.

anong hindi?

kanina sa pila nakasabay ko si tita at si tito. (madalas si tito lang ang nakakasabay ko. at madalas, kung napapansin nya ako, nililibre nya ako ng pamasahe. at di naman ako makatanggi kahit na nahihiya ako sa kanya. di naman daw nya kasi ikayayaman yun.) may dalawang tao yung nasa pagitan namin. syempre dahil magalang at mabait akong bata pinuntahan ko sila para magmano.

ako: mano po. (kay tita)
tita: kamusta ka?
ako: mabuti po. mano po. (kay tito)
tita: (nakangiting nagtanong...) kamusta ang girlfriend?
ako: ummm... (patawang nasabing...) wala po akong girlfriend e.
tita: (napatawa ng konti) ... ... bakit?
ako: ahh... sige po balik na ko sa pila.

bleh! sabi ko na nga ba dapat paminsan-minsan di ako mabait at magalang e.

nung naningil yung dispatcher at nag-alok sila na sila na daw ang magbabayad para sa akin, di na ko tumanggi. pwede ng kabayaran yun. hehe. :P

her kiss was as soft as the drizzle lightly falling upon us...

like she, it was barely even there and yet already gone...

free ad

gustong-gusto ko 'tong commercial na 'to. may mankey kasi e. hehe. :D

lunes ng tayo'y...

lunes

maulan. nandito ako ngayon sa opis. nagtatrabaho. ang aga ko kasing umalis nung biyernes kasi pumunta ako sa folk arts. yan tuloy kailangan kong mag-OTy ngayon. pero oks lang gusto ko naman talagang magtrabaho ngayon kaysa sa maiwan na naman akong magisa sa bahay para magmukmok.

~~~

biyernes

kakagising ko palang gusto ko nang mag alas singko. rockestra kasi ngayon. naka-loop na sa winamp ko sa opis yung mga kanta ng itchyworms, urbandub at up dharma down. concert mode na concert mode na ako. buti na lang nag-seminar kami ng umaga kasi alam ko na wala talaga akong magagawang trabaho ngayon. pag dating ng hapon nire-review ko na yung mga instructions sa akin ng mga pinagtanungan ko kung paano pumunta ng folk arts. (wala talaga akong alam pag dating sa pasikut-sikot sa manila. syano talaga ako e. hehe.) mukha namang kaya ko nang makarating dun. pero mas mabuti na kung maaga ako aalis para kahit na maligaw ako makakaabot pa rin ako sa concert.

langyang buhay to. kung kailan mo kailangang umalis ng maaga sa trabaho saka magdadatingan yung mga dapat gawin. bahala sila basta aalis ako ng alas singko impunto dito! hmmm... buti natapos ko yung mga dapat tapusin. two out of three nga lang. hehe. iniisip ko kung sabado ako mago-OT o sa lunes. sabi ko lunes na lang kasi baka di ko pa kayang lumabas ng sabado.

(bandang hapon din kasi nagyayaya si birthday boy alekos ng gimik. papainom daw sya. tatanggi ba naman ako sa ganun? yun nga lang sa timog ang venue. sabi ko hahabol na lang ako. sabi nga ni jae magto-tour of manila daw ako.)

5:15 na ata ako nakaalis ng opis. sakay ako ng lrt na bus. baba ako sa lrt tas sakay papuntang vito cruz. dun sa vito cruz mej naligaw ako. tinext ko tuloy si ate na isa sa mga nagbigay sa akin ng directions papunta dun.

text ko:
ate!Ü naliligaw ako! nandito ako sa may kumakahol na aso. hehe. :P

pero mej naligaw talga ako. nagtanong pa nga ako kay mamang pulis e. sabi nya tumawid ako para makita ko yung hinahanap kong orange na jeep. pero bago ako tumawid kumain muna ako sa jollibee ng crispy-licious at juicy-licious na chicken joy. sobrang natakam kasi ako sa kwento ng purrty kong kaibigan habang nagmemeryenda kami nung hapon e. mga 6:30 na rin ata ako nakaalis ng jollibee para tumawid at hanapin yung orange na jeep. buti naman at nakita ko. at makalipas ang ilang minuto nasa harap na ko ng folk arts. ang aga ko! 6:45. siguro mga 7:20 na sila nagpapasok. nakaupo ako sa gitna ng front row ng orange section. ayus! solb na ako sa pwesto ko dito. matagal-tagal pa bago magsimula yung concert kaya nakatulog pa ako. bandang 8 nakita ko si dacs at si drew. mas malapit ng konti yung pwesto nila sa stage. dun sila sa red section. nung nakaupo na sila tinext ko si dacs.

ako: dacs!Ü kita ko kayo. tingin ka sa likod mo.Ü
dacs & drew: {tumingin sa likod}
ako: {kumaway-kaway}
dacs: lipat ka na lang dito. mukha namang walang bantay e.
ako: hmmm... mamaya na lang pag nag-start na.

sa totoo lang nahihiya talaga akong lumipat kasi meron pang dumadating na mga late na tao. pero after ng first song nagtek ulit si dacs.

dacs: oy! lipat ka na dito.
ako: may mauupuan ba ako?Ü
dacs. meron sa tabi ni drew.Ü
ako: ayus!Ü

e di lumipat din ako. na-disorient pa nga ako kasi di ko sila agad nakita. (kaya mas sulit ang concert kasi naka-*discount* ako e. hehe.) pero nakita ko din sila. napansin ko na mas mainit sa pwesto nila. pero oks lang kasi napansin ko na (mas) naririnig ko na yung orchestra dun sa pwesto nila. nice!

ayus lahat ng mga performances ng mga banda. pinaka gusto ko yung performance ng up dharma down. bagay kasi sa mga kanta nila yung dagdag na tunog na bigay ng mso. ayus din yung sa urbandub. pero agree din ako sa sinabi ni ma'am dacs na sana pumili sila ng isang lumang kanta. enjoy yung performance ng itchyworms kasi ang kukulit nila. pero madaming na-dissappoint na manonood nung di nila pang finale yung kanata nilang beer or buwan. (or love team. hmmm... ako lang ata na-dissappoint dahil di nila kinanta to. hehe.) pero siguro ang tatak sa utak nung mga nanuod ng concert ay yung performance ni scene stealer of the night john santos aka armida siguion macareyna. sobrang hagalpak sa tawanan yung buong folk arts. ang galing ng timing ng mga sundot at hirit nya. saktong-sakto. sarap nga ng tawa ko nun e. (siguro match sa tawa ko nung pinapanood ko to.)

11 na natapos yung concert. sabay sana ako kina ma'am dacs at andrew sa taxi para maibaba nila ako sa edsa kaso lang di kami makapara ng taxi. nagjeep na lang kami papuntang taft para dun sila sumakay. humiwalay na ako sa kanila at nag-abang ng pwede kong masakayan papuntang timog kasi sabi ni drew may dumadaan ata na jeep na dadaan sa kamuning dun. e kaso lang parang wala naman akong makitang jeep na dadaan ng kamuning. sabi ni jae sakay daw ako ng bus pa-fairview. e wala naman akong makitang bus. (ano nga ba ang pwede kong sakyan??) may nakita akong fx na biyaheng fairview. sumakay na ako dun. bahala na si batman.

~~~

sabado

bumaba ako ng q.ave. (galing talaga ni batman!) nagtaxi papuntang gma para pick-up-in si lex at si jae. diretso kami dun sa daig pa ang sleeper-hold na bar. sobrang cozy ng lugar nakatulog tuloy kami ni lex. (sorry jae! hehe.) lumipat kami sa kalye juan kasi nagugutom na si jae. nagugutom na rin pala ako. enjoy kami ni jae sa mainit na sinigang na baboy at inihaw na tyan ng bangus. si lex? cheesesticks at beer. (sorry lex! hehe.) dun na lang namin tinuloy, actually sinumulang magkwentuhan. the usual usapang may tama na.

"...pre mapili lang naman tayo kaya wala tayong mga girlfriend."
"kung gugustuhin naman natin pwedeng-pwede tayong magka-girlfriend e."
"ano next week?"
"wala di naman natin magagawa yun kasi good guys tayo e."
"oo nga. tignan mo tong si xxx. bff!"

sarap nang kwentuhan at inuman namin. umabot nga kami ng alas kwatro alas kwatro dun e.

alas sais na ko nakarating ng bahay. pagod at sobrang antok. pero happy. natulog ako hanggang alas dose tas nanood ng eat bulaga tas natulog ulit hanggang alas sais. nagdinner tas natulog na ulit.

~~~

linggo

... ... ... ... ... yes! lunes na bukas! papasok ako! ... ... ...

~~~

lunes (ulit)

medyo bad trip akong sumakay ng jeep kasi nag-bus ako papuntang makati. buti na lang may nakasakay akong miss cute(may dimple din!^^). sabi ko pag pareho kami ng bababaan magpapakilala ako sa kanya. pareho kami ng binabaan. kaso lang umiral na naman ang pagka-chicken ko. nakakatawa/nakakainis kasi sa enterprise din ang punta nya kaya kasabay ko syang naglakad mula dun sa binabaan namin...

sa may tower one din sya...

kami lang dalwa ang sakay sa elevator!

ummm...

ummm...

ummm...

wala e. eprot e. :P

why did ninoy die?

what a waste...

...

...

...

...of a good monday.

...

...

...

give me back my monday!

day or night

doesn't matter if it's day or night
whenever i think of you...
what matters most is that
i think of you...

doesn't matter if it's day or night
whenever i'm with you...
what matters most is that
i'm with you...

doesn't matter if it's day or night
as long as you love me...
what matters most is that
i love you...

sana 'sing simple ng soap opera ang buhay ko.

i'm it

~~~

tagged by mapet. :)

and for lack of anyhting to write... :P

~~~

every search begins with beginner's luck. and every search ends with the victor's being severely tested."

the boy remembered an old proverb from his country. it said that the darkest hour of the night came just before the dawn.

~~~

got no book here in the office. e-book meron pa. :P

hehe. four sentences. so sue me. :P

~~~

this is how it works:

1. grab the nearest book.
2. open the book to page 123.
3. find the fifth sentence.
4. post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. don’t you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! i know you were thinking about it! just pick up whatever is closest.
6. tag three people.

~~~

/me tagging niks, jem and angel.

gusto ko lang namang maging masaya...

weekend blaaaah(st)

friday

had an early dinner with my purrty friend at jollibee landmark. had a great time talking with her. after dinner i asked her to accompany me to tower records to inquire about the rockestra ii tickets. too bad that their system was offline. apparently their system was only online until 4pm. sucks. since we were in tower we decided to stay awhile and browse for new music. saw the new album of imago and stayed in front of the rack for more than 20 minutes. left tower records happy.

met up with kei and nikki at gb powerbooks. had dinner with them at jollibee(!) glorietta. (hmm... *technicaly* had dinner. i only had dessert. :P) later mark came and joined us. had a grand time talking about our grown-up lives, e.g. work and high school life (syempre!). i find it funny how our stories are evolving from teeny booper movies to family matters. and oh, mark thought us how to tie our shoe laces in less than a second. coolness! (but i think this is still better. :D)

arrived at laguna around 11:30. fed peewee the rememnants of the chicken joy that niks and mark had. (poor dog only prefers bones instead of rice nowadays... :S) played 50 fights of tekken using kuma-chan because i was itching to use his roll move. (d, D/F+1+2, 1_2_3_4_1+2_3+4) yey to the bear mix-ups! :D had my daily workout before washing my face and going to bed.

saturday

woke up at 8. took a bath and went to pacita's bayad center to pay our meralco bill. after that went to the mini tiangge in search for a new game or two. too bad they didn't have okami or shadow of the colossus. bummer. decided to buy dibidis instead. i was looking for the intial d the movie (live action) but here's what i got instead,

fast and the furious tokyo drift - (forgive me for being pop.) eye candy! and the drift scenes... wow!! storywise, it's like porn.

freddy got fingered - tom green is plain old weird and his weirdness reflects in his humor. very very funny if you like tom green or you're a wierdo. (look dad! i'm a farmer! i'm a farmer!)

top gun - tom cruise! you've lost that loving feeling... wooh... that loving feeling...

when harry met sally - ^________^ at last found a copy of this movie. see me smile. ^________^ this movie is all about smart funny and witty conversations about how men and women think. very very very entertaining.

a quick stop at the grocery to buy some merienda for my pending dibidi marathon and i was off to go home. while waiting in line for another passenger, this lady started chatting with me.

obaasan: wala kang pasok ngayon?
me: ummm... wala po. (kilala ba kita?)
obaasan: e si apple?
me: meron po. (pocha, dapat kilala ko to a.)
obaasan: nasaan mama mo?
me: nasa pampanga po. (ahh, ka-street ko pala 'to.)
obaasan: ikaw lang mag-isa dyan sa inyo?
me: opo.

then she proceeds to talk about her son and his new job. then out of the blue she asks me,

obaasan: may girlfriend ka ba?
me: ha? wala po.
obaasan: ows? meron ata...
me: wala po talga.

and to add insult to injury...

obaasan: wala ba talaga? ... bakit?
me: ha e... tara na po. may tricycle na o.

argh! don't you just hate that? >_<

got home prepared lunch, watched some eat bulaga and dibidi marathon commenced (with tekken breaks) until 10ish. slept afterwards.

lazy downhill sunday

... ... ...

monday na bukas! sa wakas!

i really hate weekends...

wala na akong tapehoho.

to zanarkand

press play while your reading this...

there. nice, isn't it? this piece came from ffx. i'm sure most of you will like this eventhough you didn't play the game or you're not a fan of the ff series. listening to it reminds me of the hours (100++ hours) i spent playing that game. aah, yes... my days as a full fledge bum. :P

~~~

here's a better version of the song. so why put this version? so i can make this comment,

this guy is gay. look at his pants. :P

~~~

edit:

wow! this is so much better. :D

chorus

i know i can change
i can change your mind somehow
somehow change it now

(haiku #215)

bad things happen to the best of us.

look on the bright side, it could be worse.

look on the dark side, it could be better.

10 easy steps to feel depressed

1. be impulsive and go to your nearest (national) bookstore

2. find the area where they sell greeting cards and go to the "love" section

3. find the strength to read the cards

4. pick the sweetest and the most expensive card you fancy and which you think she will like

5. decide to buy that card

6. choose the longest line that you can see and wait in the queue for a couple of minutes

7. while waiting in line, realize that you ain't got no one to give the card to

8. be brave and go back to return the card

9. leave (national) bookstore feeling lonelier and more depressed than before

10. weep

nood tayo nito

game?

is it any wonder

nothing left inside this old cathedral
just the sad lonely spires
adding you make it right

woah!

nagulat at natuwa ako nung ginawan ni mapet ng mala-postsecret yung entry ko. pero mas nagulat ako at mas natuwa ako nung nagbukas ako ng mail ko. eto tignan nyo para matuwa din kayo. :)

ÜÜÜ

vroom! vroom!

kailan nga ba yung huling beses ko na nakasakay (ulit) ako ng kotse? hmmm... hmm.. hm. sa sobrang tagal na di ko na maalala. um... ay, oo nga pala! kagabi lang.hehe. tatlong kotse pa nga yung nasakayan ko e.

pauwi na ko galing sa isang videoke session (masayang kumanta ng malulungkot na kanta) nang makita ko yung mga nakadisplay na honda na kotse sa gitna ng glorietta. nagbago yung isip ko na kumain. magwiwindow shopping na lang ako ng kotse saka ako uuwi. :)

una ko sanang sasakyan yung crv pero ang daming uzi. kaya nauna kong nasakyan yung civic. ang ganda nya! *tulo laway* siguro mga tatlong minuto akong nakaupo dun. sunod yung crv. ang ganda rin! *tulo tulo laway* na-ewanan nga lang ako sa kambyo nya. isipin mo yung kambyo ng L300 tabasan mo ng konti tas imbis na sa manibela ilagay mo sa may dashboard malapit sa may speedometer. ampanget! naalibadbaran ako. buti na lang matic yung nandun. baka sa manual normal na sya. last kong sinakyan yung jazz. *tulo tulo tulo laway* pinakatrip ko sa lahat to. nakikita ko pa lang sya sa daan napapasipol na ako. *wit-wiw!* at nung naupo ako sa loob, naku patay na! feel na feel ko na talga. nag-imagine na ko na naminamaneho ko yun sa may tagaytay, alabang, greenhills, kahit saan. syempre medyo light lang yung tint ng bintana para nakikita pa rin ako. tas makikita ako ng mga bebot tas sasabihin nila, "nice car. gwapo ba yung nagda-drive? ayy, may gf na..." (yep, nice car nga. yep, gwapo. syempre may nice car ako e. yep, may gf na. syempre may nice car ako e.) tagal kong nakaupo dun at kung di lang dumadami yung tao mastatagal pa ko. kaya umalis na ko kahit labag sa kalooban ko.

humingi ako ng price list ng mga kotse... ... ... pwede! kelangan ko lang magpaalipin sa trabaho ko ng ilang taon para ma-promote tas kaya ko ng bumili ng kotse.

i want my nice car na!

sometimes i'm an elephant

something i wrote came to me this morning. there was nothing out of the ordinary in what i wrote. just my usual musing. what strikes me is that i can still remember the instance when i thought up of that line.

it was back in 3rd year college and it was about high noon. i just arrived at the calora house after an exam but instead of watching eat bulaga and eating lunch i opted to shoot some hoops outside the apartment. (which is so not me.) so there i was sweating under the summer sun shooting but missing to my heart's content when it hits me. i then got my 5110 and sent the message to txxx. why i sent to her i don't know. and it totally escapes me now why i composed that li'l rhyme.

here's what i wrote,

and i guess it's plain to see
that i'm just another name
in your phone directory

~~~

edit:

jem: request granted. :D

this pic courtesy of my friendship mapet! ang sipag nya no? ;) thanks pet! :)

nothing else to blame but the rain

gah! i'm half wet. damn rain decided to act like a he-bitch and peed on the legs of my pants.

but i love this kind of weather none the less. how it creates the illussion that everything is moving in a much slower pace. how it soaks everyone with sleepiness making them feel all the more lazy and lethargic.and how it locks me in the perfect brooding mood.

rain is my liquid sunshine.

if only i had someone to cuddle with my gloom then i'd love the rain even more...

why does god have to be my rival?

kapal mo!

you had no choice but to hear me
i stated my case time and again
you thought about it

i treat me like your a princess
you're not used to liking that
i ask how my day was

i've already won you over in spite of you
and don't be alarmed if you fall head over feet
aon't be surprised if you love mr for all that i am
you couldn't help it
it's not my fault

my love is thick and it swallowed you whole
i'm so much braver than you gave me credit for
that's not lip service

i've already won you over in spite of you
and don't be alarmed if you fall head over feet
aon't be surprised if you love mr for all that i am
you couldn't help it
it's not my fault

i am the bearer of unconditional things
i held my breath and the door for you
thanks for my patience

i'm the best listener that you've ever met
i'm my best friend
best friend with benefits
what took you so long

you've never felt this healthy before
you've never wanted something rational
you are aware now
you are aware now

i've already won you over in spite of you
and don't be alarmed if you fall head over feet
aon't be surprised if you love mr for all that i am
you couldn't help it
it's not my fault

~~~

sino kayang pwede kong kantahan nito? :P

=vlookup(wrknow2,prevluv!$J$5:$K$16,2,false)

i got so many things i want to write. i have about five would be post swirling in my head. but unfortunately i only got time to post this blurb.

work is evil. it eats away your time. it eats away your life. next thing you know you don't have a life. and all you got is work.

hmmm... back to work.

comics trip

frame 1
two students sitting.
student_1: i'm bored

frame 2
student_2: let's solve some math problems!
professor walking by the students...

frame 3:
professor: great idea!!

fans ka ba talga...

ng eheads?

hmm... alam mo kaya kung saang kanta galing ang linyang to?

"walang sense ang mundo..."

you're only as fast as the person in front of you.

how do you flush...

...when using public toilets?

a. i use my hands like normal people should do

b. i use my feet and kick away

c. i don't flush because most of the time they don't work

d. i'd rather crap my pants brown/piss my pants yellow

e. tinatakpan ko na lang ulit ng tissue... ala mareha. :P

letter

dearest,

hiki!

i know that it was hard for you to have made that decision of "selling out" in the hopes of cracking the international scene.

what's done is done and can never be undone.

the important thing is that you've come back to your old self, to the hiki i learned to like and love.

i hope that this time it would be for good. no more experimenting please. (or at least no abrupt changes... ne?)

here's to the next couple of years of good music!

xoxo,
JAm your #1 fans!

~~~

keep tryin'

kililing at kiriring

zsayu: yaaak!
miako: yak ka dyan!
zsayu: e yaaak naman talaga yang ring tone mo e.
miako: walang pakelamanan...
zsayu: e ang ingay e. buti kung maganda, e hindi naman.
miako: takpan mo na lang tenga mo.
zsayu: ano ka ba? sagutin mo na kasi yan!
miako: nagpapa-low batt lang ako.
zsayu: e di mag snake ka na lang. nag enjoy ka pa.
miako: yokong mag enjoy.
zsayu: sus! gusto mo lang talgang pakinggan yan e.
miako: so?
zsayu: ang baduy baduy mo! yaaak ka talga.
miako: ...
zsayu: siguro... yan ang ring tone mo para kay... tutoot. no? no?
miako: ano naman ngayon?
zsayu: baduy ka na nga tapos... tsktsk. wala ng pagasa 'to. hopeless...
miako: ...
zsayu: oi! wag ka ngang magmukmok dyan. wa epek na sa akin yan.
miako: wala akong pake sayo.
zsayu: !!! ouch! ang sakit naman nun! it hurts!
miako: ...
zsayu: pasalamat ka kahit ganyan ka pinagtyatyagaan pa rin kita.
miako: salamat.
zsayu: nagpasalamat nga, galing naman sa ilong.
miako: ano bang gusto mo?
zsayu: gusto ko? gusto ko di ka na maging sad.
miako: pfft...
zsayu: happiness is just a state of mind.
miako: hoi, wag mo nga kong daananin sa pa-ingles ingles mo.
zsayu: e totoo naman kaya yung sinabi ko. it's all in the mind.
miako: you're wrong. it's not all in the mind. it's all in the mind and heart. you could argue that the mind can tell the heart that it's happy and then it would follow what the mind is saying. but that's not true happiness. that's just forced happiness, just an illusion of a feeling being.
zsayu: at naglitanya si propesor. [batok] tumigil ka na nga, low batt ka na e.

noooo!

this is my last day of freedom. this is my last day of bumness. tomorrow i'll be a corporate slave once again like the countless of drones stuck in front of their computer monitors (pretending) working their butts off for about eight hours or more...

...

happy-ness! :D

can be? can be?

i got 24 out of 30 questions under 23 minutes. :D

here's what the *proctor* has to say,

"Your score was 24 out of 30. That is a very good score, you would have a good chance of passing the test."

take the test here.

gl! hf!

brood pa tayo...

kung masaya ka na ibig sabihin ba maayos na ang buhay mo?

kung maayos na ang buhay mo ibig sabihin ba masaya ka na?

happy-ness...

happy birthday sam!

~~~

lolz!

who's line is it anyway?


~~~

akala ko ba drama ang "sa piling mo?" e ba't tawa ako nang tawa?

~~~

walang kupas pa rin ang bulagaan. kahit na isang damakmak ko nang napanood yun di pa rin ako nagsasawa.

~~~

na-adik na ko sa kantang 'to

~~~

happy birthday my brooding pit!

wtf!

anak ng tutsa! anong nangyari sa blog ko? T-T

something is off

still here in elbi... :D

~~~

it's already five in the afternoon and i haven't eaten anything today. and yet i'm not hungry. weirdness... :S

~~~

it is only now that i've gotten the chance to sample dashboard confessional's music. i like it. no surprise there. :P

~~~

sometimes i wish i wasn't as optimistic as i am... :|

to the batcave

nung last time na pumunta ako dito, not counted yung last week ha, july last year nga ata yun, disappointed ako kasi di kami nakakain sa batcave. di ko naalala na nagsasarasdo nga pala ang bat cave pag weekends.

buti na lang ngayon nakakain na ako. automatic na para sa akin yung kakainin ko sa batcave. ang kanilang (in)famous na lechong kawali. syempre nilubos-lubos ko na at umorder na rin ako ng coke 500 at saging. at wag kalimutan ang mang tomas ha! pero isang rice lang ako. di ko na kayang magdalawa ngayon e.

sarap na kain namin! presko kasi sa second floor. at masarap din kasi yung kwentuhan. yung kwentuhang wala lang. kwentuhan na merong sense pero wala. nakakamiss talga yung mga ganung usapan.

habang sinusulat ko 'to ramdam ko pa rin ang pagkabusog sa kinain ko at sa mga usapan namin kanina. pero...

bakit dissappointed pa rin ako?

quickie

i'm in elbi!

happy!

:D

bagong kampeon

big news!

nagpakasal na si mama ko. matagal na nilang pinaplano na magpakasal at sa wakas natuloy din. nung 16 sila nagpakasal. early birthday gift ng mama ko sa sarili nya. congrats ma!

~~~

habang kinikilatis ko yung singsing ni mama napansin nya yung singsing ko. (kasi sabi ko masmaganda yung singsing namin kaysa sa kanila.) syempre napatanong na naman si mama...

mama: ikaw rin?
ako: anong ako rin?
mama: kasal ka na din?
ako: ha?
mama: e ba't may singsing ka din?
ako: haha! nauna lang ma.
mama: ... (not convinced)
ako: di ko na kailangan maghanap ng singsing ma, asawa na lang.

~~~

extended ang celebration ng birthday/wedding ni mama. kahit na nagcelebrate na kami nung tuesday night na dumating sila sa bahay at kinabukasan (wednesday). di kasi nakauwi si apple nung mismong araw na birthday ni mama kaya mamayang gabi tuloy ang celebration. masmasarap ang celebration kasi may sisig na kasama! mahaba-habang celebration. :D

~~~

lumabas kami nila jae, frank, jem at lex kagabi. (nakakatamad mag hyperlink. :P) nagcelebrate din. ayus! alam ko na ngayon kung sino kakausapin ko kung hahanap ako ng kakampi. hehe. :P

~~~

kung iinom ka para makalimot siguraduhin mo lang na madami kang iinumin. kasi kung hindi, imbes na makalimot ka, makakaalala ka lang.

no catch

i'm bored. bored bored bored bored bored. bored. but i thought of a way to be not bored anymore. and i need your help. :)

let me sing you a song. (or let me sing a song to someone you know.)

just pick a song from the list below and then we'll sort things out as to where and when i'll sing to you (or someone you know) the song.

kandila by sugarfree
beer by itchyworms
barely breathing by duncan sheik
alibi by duncan sheik
stupid mouth by john mayer
hanggang kailan by orange and lemons
ako'y sa'yo, ika'y sa akin by iaxe
i believe in dreams by janno gibbs
panahon na naman by rivermaya
constantly by vanessa williams

if you got another song in mind just tell me the song and i'll learn it then sing it to you.

just want to share the love. no point in singing if i'm singing for no one, no? :)

(tulong nyo na din sa akin 'to. para naman lumakas ang loob ko.)

ayaw ko ng...

...maging bum! nakakatamad na talga. ano nga bang ginagawa ko para di na ko bum? syempre nagsimula na akong maghanap ng trabaho. (sa wakas. :P) pero nakakalungkot lang kasi sa dinami-dami ng mga pinadalhan ko ng resume ko ni isa wala pa ni isang tumawag sa akin. bakit ayaw nila sa akin? :(

~~~

...maging duwag! sa sobrang pagka-bum ko iniisip ko na lang kumanta sa isang bar dun malapit sa amin. kaya nga lang nachichicken ako. nakaka-intimidate kasi yung mga kumakanta doon. sila kumpleto sa instrumento. ako, bukod sa mag-isa na nga, wala pang matinong gitara. (putol kasi ang number 1 na string. :( )

(sa kakakanta ko sa bahay nahawa na si mama. nagustuhan nya yung isa kong kinakanta. nagpadictate pa nga ng lyrics e. sinulat nya pa sa notebook nya. kodigo kumbaga. :P pinapagitara pa sa akin para magkantahan daw kami. hehe. :D )

~~~

... umiyak/iyakan... yang mga pesteng korean movies na yan. langya yang the classic yan! pocha... :'(

because you love 'em

strawberries

there were never strawberries
like the ones we had
that sultry afternoon
sitting on the step
of the open french window
facing each other
your knees held in mine
the blue plates in our laps
the strawberries glistening
in the hot sunlight
we dipped them in sugar
looking at each other
not hurrying the feast
for one to come
the empty plates
laid on the stone together
with the two forks crossed
and I bent towards you
sweet in that air

in my arms
abandoned like a child
from your eager mouth
the taste of strawberries
in my memory
lean back again
let me love you

let the sun beat
on our forgetfulness
one hour of all
the heat intense
and summer lightning
on the hills

let the storm wash the plates

-- Edwin Morgan

i remember the good times...

sharing moments of fun...

is that you lolo?

oo hija. look at my mole.

a yah!

~~~

tingininginingbreakdance! ang sarap magbasa ng nga lumang post. ang olats ko. :P

text post

i love the limiting factor of story telling via cell phone. in my phone i only have 960 characters, including spaces, to tell a coherent story. i send these stories to select (globe subscriber) people. (unlimited! woot!)

here's a sample of what i've written recently. read on. (don't worry this will be a short one. :P)

~~~

akalain mong sa dinami-dami ng lugar dito sa pilipinas at sa kapal ng tao ngayong weekend dito sa pagkalaki-laking mall na 'to, dito pa kita muling nakita. sa malayo pa lang alam ko na ikaw na yun. suot mo ang favorite mong blouse na bigay ko. mahaba na ang buhok mo pero may nakatikwas pa rin. bumalik na ang sigla sa mga pisngi mo. buti naman. ang dami ng bago sayo pero ganun pa rin ang nararamdaman ko.

daig pa ang isang eksena sa pelikula. paakyat ako sakay ng escalator. pababa ka naman. hirap ang escalator sa dami ng mga tao. mistulang slow mo tuloy ang mga pangyayari. napansin mo ako at bigla kang napatigil sayong pag kwento. sandali tayong nagkatitigan at nakita ko ang saya at lungkot sayong mga mata. iniwas mo ang yong tingin at ibinaling sa kamay mo. sa kamay mo na hawak nya.

sa puntong yun natapos ang eksena at muli kong naalala na wala ka na.

poll

should i try and publish my haikus?

a. yes! go for it.

b. no. get a life you amoeba.

c. you write haikus?

d. haikus? bless yous...

tangent

saturday, 10:05.16 pm

meow: so what are we watching?

roof: this movie...

meow: eh? *that* movie?

roof: yep, this movie...

meow: why?

roof: why why?

meow: because it's not your type of movie?

roof: so what's my type of movie?

meow: not drama.

roof: well you should know better that i sometimes enjoy watching drama.

meow: no... there has to be another reason.

roof: if you'd watch more and talk less then maybe you'd find out why.

meow: ... ... ... now i see it!

roof: what?

meow: you like the female lead.

roof: ummm... maybe.

meow: god! look at her. she's hot!

roof: don't start. i want to finsih the movie...

meow: well, she is hot.

roof: i do like her. i like her not because she's hot but because she's good in this movie.

meow: ows? proof...

roof: she was nominated for golden boy for her performance in this movie.

meow: who is she again?

roof: diane lane.

meow: okay. i don't believe you.

roof: that she's diane lane?

meow: no. {pinch}

roof: aray!

meow: that your watching because of her acting.

roof: why?

meow: well, you never cared for that oscar crap.

roof: true.

meow: so there must be another reason.

roof: ummm... no, there is no other reason.

meow: there is.

roof: ummm... no other reason.

meow: you're lying.

roof: ... no i am not.

meow: if you don't want to be caught lying don't take long pauses before you answer my questions.

roof: ...

meow: so what's the other reason?

roof: leave me alone.

meow: not until you tell me.

roof: i'm trying to watch here.

meow: tell me first.

roof: there's nothing better on?

meow: no.

roof: to pass the time?

meow: no. you play games to pass the time. so no.

roof: i'm not getting off the hook not unless i tell the truth, no?

meow: yes. {pinch}

roof: ouch! okay okay.

meow: well...

roof: to get pointers...

meow: pointers?

roof: yes.

meow: i don't understand.

roof: dense.

meow: what?! {pinch}

roof: aray!

meow: hmpf!

roof: okay okay. it's like this. you're diane lane.

meow: ???

roof: and i'm that guy.

meow: you're not that handsome.

roof: eh.

meow: oh god! you're dead!

roof: ugh. yeah.

meow: why'd did that guy kill you?

roof: gah. for obvious reasons.

meow: you should've never invited that man into your flat.

roof: ssshhh...

meow: {pinch}

roof: ow ow ow!

meow: o, why'd you change the channel?

roof: the interesting part is over.

meow: you mean the part you're most interested to is over.

roof: well, yes...

meow: so did you get any pointers?

roof: sorta.

meow: that kind of thing would never happen in real life.

roof: look who's talking...

meow: i mean the killing part.

roof: let's hope so...

meow: ... ... ... she was good in that movie.

roof: *can't tell with all you're prodding.*

meow: what! {pinch}

roof: ow ow ow!

meow: hmpf! kainis ka.

roof: hehe. let's rent this next weekend.

meow: why?

roof: just because...

meow: so we won't go out next weekend?

roof: yes? not unless you want to go out...

meow: nope. staying home woth you is fine. {hug}

roof: yey! so what where you talking about earlier?

meow: what do you mean what was i talking about?

roof: that diane lane is hot. {wink}

meow: {pinch}{pinch}{pinch}

houseband

tawa ako ng tawa nung mapanood ko 'tong *tip* na 'to nung isang araw,

uminom ka ng beer kasama si misis. nagenjoy na kayo ni misis nakatipid ka pa sa ka-table.

yakult

how do you drink it?

a. remove the cover completely.

b. don't remove the cover, instead just punch a big hole on the cover.

c. use a zesto straw

d. yakult?? yak!!

today is the day!!

haiku #115

why do we settle
for something mediocre,
lacking and unsure?

haiku #114

umalingawngaw
at kay lakas ng sigaw
ni super lolo

kups

#####: hello? good afternoon. may i speak with *****

*****: speaking... #####?

#####: oww.

*****: oi! kamusta?

#####: eto, oks naman. kaw?

*****: okay din. napatawag ka? di ka busy no?

#####: medyo. may gagawin ka ba mamaya? nood tayo ng premiere ng x xxx xxxxxxxx.

*****: uuy! gusto ko nyan. libre mo ko? sige!

######: syempre libre kita. ako pa!

*****: sure ka? yay! anong oras ba yun?

#####: seven daw sila magpapapasok. pero ang alam ko eight pa yung start ng movie.

*****: malamang sa mmmm yan no?

#####: di e. dito sa ggggggggg.

*****: ayy, ang layo naman sa akin...

#####: oks lang yan. may mrt naman e.

*****: sa bagay.

#####: at tsaka ano nga pala...

*****: ano yun?

#####: ummm...

*****: .....

#####: naaalala mo pa ba si oooooo? pinakilala ko na sya sayo dati.

*****: si ooooo? naalala ko pa nga sya. kulet nga nun e.

#####: sinabi ko kasi sa kanya na ikaw na lang yung kukuha ng tickets natin...

*****: ha?

#####: kay oooooo kasi manggagaling yung tickets natin. malapit lang naman sya dyan sayo e.

*****: libre pala ha...

#####: libre pa rin naman a. hahaha! ops! naka-oo ka na ha. bawal ng mag back-out.

*****: ang daya mu!

haiku #113

it was a great year
hope the next would be as good
or even better

haiku #112

why are you waiting?
tomorrow might be too late
time to make your move

haiku #111

i know it will end
happily ever after
if you are with me

haiku #110

ei haus na po me.Ü
naka2in n b u?Ü
ingats u ha.Ü mwah!Ü

haiku #109

dance with no limits
amongst the blur of faces
it's pure euphoria

haiku #108*

i love that *gum* smile
i love holding your *soft* hands
most of all, i love...

*previously unreleased

haiku #107

i may be naughty
but i am nice more often
so where are my gifts?

haiku #106

me, ominous black
tried but failed to conquer you
immaculate white

haiku #105

nagkabanggaan
'ting tinging walang preno
laking disgrasya

self improvemnet is masturbation.

-tyler durden

what color is your heart?

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

...the angel and the demon,

who sometimes plays the flute...

yung san pedro branch ng max...

...may sabungan sa likuran nya.

:Þ

(fifty five fiction)

"naiiyak ako..."

"e di umiyak ka."

"nahihiya ako sa'yo..."

"haha! sa akin ka pa nahiya e ang dami-daming tao dito."

"ang baet mo talaga sa akin."

"syempre! malakas ka sa akin e."

...

"saan mo nga pala nabiili?"

"ang alin???"

"yung hiya."

"hmp!!!" ... ... ...

"game! iyak na!"

"nahihiya ako... dami kasing tao..."

"haha! sabi ko nga e."

2006 na pala...

Instructions: Copy and paste the first sentence(s) from your first entry of each month this past year. What better way to sum up your year and make a countdown to '06! (got this from jae. i know i'm late... :P)

january
title: wb!
first lines: been a while...

february
title: you know it...
first lines: you know what happens when you assume? you make an ass of u and me.

march
title: low profile
first lines: i love my salt and pepper hair.

april
title: oh, at last
first lines: three day vacation leave here i come!ÜÜÜ

may
title: (no title)
first lines: ako ay alipin ng pag-ibig

june
title: confession
first lines: yes it's true... i'm in love...

july
title: postsecret
first lines: whenever i'm drepessed i always think of what would my funeral be...

august
title: epiphany two
first lines: i realized that i am a nerd...

september
title: funny...
first lines: that a plague of *grown-up* problems and unprecedented situations would make me realize that i am indeed getting older.

october
title: para sa'yo...
first lines: tayo nga ba'y sadyang tinadhana upang maging alipin sa agos ng buhay?

november
title: alive(?)
first lines: for lack of anything to write...

december
title: (no title)
first lines: long time no post. ehe... well i got nothing to write. or in other words, i don't want to share.

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hmmm... ang drama ko naman. :P