Friday, July 29, 2005

mhuk up

bakit kaya ang daming anda ng mga bading? isipin mo kaya nilang tustusan ang mga luho ng mga boypren nila, cellphone at load, mamahaling mga damit at sapataos, at kung anu-ano pa. naisip ko tuloy kung maging ka-pederasyon kaya ako magkakadatung din ako?


gusto kong matutong magdrugs...

Sunday, July 24, 2005

sige na nga jas...

three names you go by:
1. JAm
2. santi
3. m----

three screen names you have had:
1. handsomedevil
2. jam pule
3. whopper

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. my dimples
2. my soft hands
3. my salt and pepper hair

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. my teeth
2. my *love* handles
3. my nose(?)

three parts of your heritage:
1. Filipino
2. Filipino
3. Filipino

three things that scare you:
1. an intensity eight earthquake while i'm in the office (47th floor)
2. death of a loved one
3. one day that i'll wake up and find out that this is all a lie

three of your everyday essentials:
1. music
2. food
3. my m----

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. duncan sheik
2. jamiroquai
3. utada hikaru

1. eraserheads
2. parokya ni edgar
3. sugarfree

three of your favorite songs:
1. barely breathing by duncan sheik
2. torpedo by erasaerheads
3. cosmic girl by jamiroquai

three things you want in a relationship:
1. honesty
2. trust
3. love

three lies and truths in no particular order:

1. sit-ups make your stomach flatter
2. you can live by your lonesome
3. there is a god
4. you'd go deaf if you'd m--------- everyday
5. love respects no one
6. 1 + 1 = 2

truths about me:
1. i am a softie
2. suplado ako
3. i am an optimist

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. eyes
2. lips
3. hands

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. video games (tekken!)
2. reading and writing
3. movies and tv

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. go home and sleep
2. finish my *freakin* report
3. be with my m-----

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. computer programmer
2. singer/songwriter
3. priest

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. boracay
2. camiguin
3. paris

three kid's names you like:
1. vaughn
2. marku
3. shinji

three things you want to do before you die:
1. to sing to an audience of a thousand
2. to be called a prolific writer
3. get married, have kids and live comfortably

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. monosyllabic conversations
2. i oggle at girls passing by
3. cars, sports, video games and babes

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. movies and books make me cry
2. i know how to apply make-up (theoretically)
3. i am fickle (sometimes...)

three celeb crushes:
1. kelly misa
2. heart evanglista
3. chae rim

my turn to tag...

three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. your
2. name
3. here

Thursday, July 21, 2005


i can now grow back my goatee... :p

Friday, July 15, 2005

the greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go...

Thursday, July 14, 2005


nasaan na...


kung di man dumating sa kin ang panahon na ako ay mahalin mo rin
asahan mong di ako magdaramdam kahit ako ay nasasaktan
wag mo lang ipagkait na ikaw ay aking mahalin


...ang aking...


kailan ka ba muling darating?
malapit na namang mag takip silim
at kahit na ilang ulit mo pa akong saktan
basta't sa susunod di mo na ako iiwan



Friday, July 08, 2005


petra, happy happy birthday to you.Ü

wishing you have more and more and more and more books. (para may mahiram ako. hehehe.Ü)

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

sigh... amplifier for people who suffer in silence.

Monday, July 04, 2005


last night while me and my sister were rumaging through some old dusty books she chanced upon an old test paper. it was my first periodical examination for grade six religion. of course we first looked at the score that i got, 72/80. not too shabby.Ü then i snatched the paper from my sister and began to read my answers. let me share with you some of my insights, in verbatim, as an eleven year old boy...

explain: ang pananampalatayang walang gawa ay patay.
answer: kung tayo ay nanampalataya ngunit hindi natin ito ginagawa, parang hindi natin naiintindihan ang ating ginagawang panampalataya. dapat nating gawin ang mga natutuhan natin mula sa pananampalataya at sa mabuting paraan.

explain: ipakita mo sa gawa ang iyong pagmamahal sa kapwa.
answer: dapat nating ipakita ang ating pagmamahal sa ating kapwa, hindi sa salita kundi sa gawa. at dapat nating gawin ito ng ating buong puso.

true or false: bible is one of the books which contains everything that man needs to know about the meaning of his life.
1st answer: true. (i then erased this and change my answer to...)
2nd answer: false. (which is the "incorrect" answer.)

question: may kahirapan ang inyong pamumuhay at sa tuwina'y nagkakaroon ng away dahil walang pera. sa kainisan mo sa buhay mo ay lagi mong sinisisi ang diyos sa inyong kalagayan. ano ang dapat mong gawin para magbago ang buhay mo? makatuwiran bang sisihin natin ang diyos sa mga nangyayari sa atin?
answer: ako'y magsisikap na magkaroon ng trabaho upang makatulong sa aking mga magulang. at sasabihin ko sa kanila na hindi magandang mag-away.
hindi dapat nating sisihin ang diyos, dahil tayo ay gumgawa ng ating sariling problema. tayo rin ang nagdidisisyon kung ano ang dapat nating gawin, kung ito ba'y tama o mali.

i noticed that after so many years quite few of my ideas about life has changed. although somewhat incongruent, i still believe in the basic ideas i wrote back then.

hmmm... and i noticed that my handwriting didn't improve... at all. bah! :Þ

Friday, July 01, 2005


whenever i'm drepessed i always think of what would my funeral be...

and before that picture fades, i wonder if it'd be same scene if i took the easy way out...