free sugarfree

sa wakas... finally got to watch a sugarfree gig, free! they were great! standing for about two hours was well worth it.Ü (i didn't care much for the other bands, hale and sponge cola. but they were good as well. and please don't ask me about the dance number intermission. blah!)

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song one: burnout

have you seen the video for this song? the girl in that video reminds me of lui. lalo na dun sa part na may eb sila ni ebe tapos nandun lang si girl sa labas... sigh...

kung iisipin mo
di naman dati ganito
teka muna teka lang
kailan tayo nailang

kung iisipin mo
di naman dati ganito
kay bilis kasi ng buhay
pati tayo natangay

o kay tagal din kitang minahal

dedicated to: lüi

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song two: (woohoo! when i feel heavy metal... can't help my self. sorry. hehe.Ü) sinta

this is a great song. me likes! and it's better when performed live. this also showcases ebe's vocal range and prowess.

ako'y isang malungkot na bata
palakad-lakad lang
wala rin namang mapupuntahan
madalas, madulas at nung parang ayoko na
buti na lang nandyan ka,
buti na lang nandyan ka, sinta
paano na lang ako kung wala ka sinta
paano na lang ako kung wala ka
paano na lang ako

dedicated to: my sintas (ng sapatos. nyuknyuknyuk.Ü)

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song three: telepono

i was a big fan of untv when it was cool. (before it became the soriano show channel.) and i particularly enjoyed the portion where i got to watch unknown bands perform. sugarfree was one of them. back then they were four in the band jal, mitch, ebe and rico blanco. this song made me an instant fan.Ü

natatandaan mo ba kagabi apat na oras tayong nagbabad
sa telepono o inabutan na tayo ng umaga noon

ngunit bakit ngayon malamig ka bigla
magdamag na sa tabi mo wala man lang

hello hello hello
naririnig mo pa ba ako?

dedicated to: peytÜ

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song four: tulog na

i like this song because of its sweetness and simplicity.

tulog na mahal ko
hayaan na muna natin ang mundong ito
lika na, tulog na tayo

tulog na mahal ko
wag kang lumuha, malambot ang iyong kama
saka na mamroblema

tulog na hayaan na muna natin sila
mamaya, di ka na nila kaya pang saktan
kung matulog, matulog ka na

dedicated to: you know who you are...Ü

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song five: taguan

reminds me of paru-parong ningning of the eraserheads. very un-sugarfree.

kasi naman ang ingay mo
at 'di ko maintindihan kung bakit pa
sinabi mo sa kanila

na ako ay mahal mo
mag-ingat ka baka mahuli tayo
at ako'y iibigin mo
kahit lagi tayong patago

mag-isip ka, mag-isip ka mahal ko
maghulos-dili ka, ingat ka
patay ako sa nanay mo!

dedicated to: alekos. (hukhukhuk.^^)

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song five: prom

sigh... the prom. reminds me of my eprot days. hahaha! good times...Ü

nanginginig na mga kamay
puso kong hindi mapalagay
pwede ba kitang tabihan
kahit na may iba ka nang kasama

ito ang gabing 'di malilimutan
dahan-dahan tayong nagtinginan

parang atin ang gabi
para bang wala tayong katabi
nang tayo'y sumayaw
na parang 'di na tayo bibitaw

dedicated to: sandraÜ

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last song: hari ng sablay

i love this song! and the video even more.Ü i really love the actors they picked to play as young hari ng sablay (lampayatot na lampayatot!) and the old hari ng sablay (joel torre you're da bomb!Ü).

please lang wag kang magulat kung bigla akong magkalat
mula pa nung pagkabata mistula ng tanga

san san nadadapa, san san bumabangga
ang puso kong kawawa, may pag-asa pa ba?

ooh, ayoko na magsorry
ooh, sawa na ako magsisi
pasensya ka na, mabilis lang akong mataranta

ako ang hari ng sablay, ako ang hari ng sablay
hinding hindi makasabay
sabay sa hangin ng aking buhay
hari ng sablay, ako ang hari ng sablay
ako ang hari, ako ang hari

dedicated to: me (hahahaha! lolz.Ü)

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\m/ mabuhay ang tugtugang pilipino! \m/

clenched soul

we have lost even this twilight.
no one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

i have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

i remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.
where were you then?
who else was there?
saying what?.

why will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when i am sad and feel you are far away?

the book fell that always closed at twilight
and my blue sweater rolled like a hurt dog at my feet.

always, always you recede through the evenings
toward the twilight erasing statues.

by pablo neruda

ka-text

ako: ei! saan ka ngayon? bagong season ng smallville sa 23! yay!Ü

sya: d2 me sa rum ko. yep, am watchin it 2. naniniwala ka b sa sinabi ni luthor na 'sum pipol r meant 2 b alone.'

ako: mas okay pa rin si lana kaysa kay lois. lana for life!Ü alone as in no partner? ewan. meron lang talagang mga tao na ganun. (not verbatim)

sya: honga mas ok si lana or kht si chloe na lng. di ako naniniwala dun kse partly u stil hav dat choice 2b sum1 dat cn b loved. dabah?Ü

ako: yun na nga. it's all about choices. tingin ko naman di mawawalan ng tao sa mundo na mas pinili ang magisa. yes, it's your choice to be someone that can be loved. ang tanong, is there someone that will chose you to be his/her someone in return... alam ko negative ang dating, pero that's what i think... (not verbatim)

sya: aww! naiiyak ako... sigh... bt i stil bliv na we r ol meant 2b with sumbody. ung iba kse pinili nilang maging bulag sa katotohanan while longing 4 dat sumbody too much and 4 too long... hay ewan... ironic ang oag-ibig... sumakit 2loy ulo ko.

ako: psst... pinasakit ko ba ulo mo? sorry na po. masyado lang talga akong idealistic sa mga bagay na ganito. kaya nga hanggang ngayon olats pa rin... hahaha!Ü

ako: i'd rather wait than go into a relationship half heartedly. naglolokohan lang kayo when you compromise. korak?Ü

sya: oo naman. para kseng kinalaban mo na dn sarili mo nun e. u love sum1 bt ur wid sum1 else. ngay! ang hirap..pero i stil tink the couple shud stil compromise in some ways. odrwise, deyl end up in d gutter. hehe... huhu... anlabo!

ako: of course there should be compromises within the relationship. what i mean is naglolokohan lang kayo when your relationship with each other is A compromise.

sya: tsk! dats a toughie... sigh... nakanta ko tuloy ung dont know why ni norah jones hehe. matulog ka na nga.Ü

ako: haha!Ü wag kang magalala hanggang theory lang naman ako. pero pag based on experience dapat sayo ako makinig.Ü tapusin ko muna yung cd bago matulog. gud nyt.Ü

sya: sheesh! as if naman i know a lot na talga a. hehe. o sya, una na po ako. nytie.Ü

ako: haha!Ü compared sa akin? oo naman mas marami kang alam.Ü tapos na rin yung cd. tulog na rin ako.Ü sweet dreams. gud nyt.Ü

kwentuhan lang... part 2

sya: tnx sa ice cream luigi =)
ako: no problem. basta ikaw jessie.Ü pero may justine ka na e... huhuhu.... :[
sya: hahaha..d pa huli ang lhat luigi..
ako: habang may buhay may pagasa?Ü
sya: tlga? tnx ha! lam ku nman luigi e..=)
ako: opkors. walang anuman. dito lang ako... hihintayin kita...Ü
sya: hehe..halatang panay nuod ng telenovela ah =)
ako: di a... di naman masyado... hehehe.Ü
sya: k lng yan..mnsan mkakarelate k nman dun e..=)
ako: honga...Ü basta maghihintay ako...
sya: hehe saan?
ako: hanggang sa dulo ng walang hanggan.Ü
sya: hahaha..ayus ah =) cge c u there..=)
ako: darating ka ba?
sya: oo kng andun ka pa..=)
ako: nananabik na ako sa iyong pagdating...Ü
sya: hahaha..la aku msabi =)
ako: hehehe. bilisan mo na kasi...Ü
sya: cge po..bibilisan ku pra sau =)
ako: kung pwede nga ako na lang ang pupunta dyan para di ka na mahirapan at mapagod...
sya: e d kaw n nga lng =)
ako: sige. ilan mang dagat ay aking susuungin makapiling ka lang...Ü
sya: jam d ku lam makata k pla =)
ako: hehe... sadyang ganyan pag umiibig...Ü
sya: hehehe...ok ah..bka nxt tym tumula k na ha?
ako: agad-agad akong tutula kung yan ang nais ng aking sinisinta...
sya: hahaha..jam! pnapatawa m ku magisa d2..
ako: ako'y nagagalak at ngit'y namumutawi sa iyong mga labi...
sya: hahaha...jam awat na..=)
ako: sa aking katahimika'y sinasambit pa rin ang iyong ngalan...
sya: cge ka imumulticast ku to..
ako: gusto ko ngang ipagsigawan sa buong mundo na ika'y iniirog ko...
sya: cge nga game..

tapos minulti-cast ko nga... hehehe.Ü

ako ay alipin ng pag-ibig

huuwaaaat?!?!

while waiting for grace to buy her kikay stuff yesterday at landmark, allan and i spotted this peculiar tester... a lactacyd tester.

WTF?!?!

this prompted allan a slue of hirits which cracked me up...

ngayon lang naman nagkaroon ng ganyan e. siguro dati di sila naglilinis...

siguro alkohol lang ginagamit nila.

ako:e paano naman kaya nila gagamitin yung tester?
allan: para sa nakapalda lang yun. (sabay bukaka ng konti.)

di nga pare. akala ko nga parang roll on yung sa lactacyd...

hahahaha! lol-lol-LOL!Ü

i probably would've laughed louder if grace wasn't there.Ü

funny/horrific thing is, the tester bottle... it was half empty.

kwentuhan lang... wala namang masama...

ako: naiinip na ako...
sya: meryenda tyo mamya..
ako: kakain na naman? tsktsk... paano na ang figure mo?Ü
sya: as if meron! cge kung ayaw mo, eh di wag.hmp.
ako: payag na ko. libre mo naman e.Ü
sya: parang napilitan ka lng..
ako: di a. basta ikaw di ako napipilitan.Ü
sya: sabi ko nA, lab mo ko eh!
ako: wag kang mainggay. baka may mang-intriga.Ü lolz.Ü
sya: talga?! wag kang ganyan bka mainlove din ako.. : )
ako: loka! gusto ko pang mabuhay ng matagal. baka marderin ako ni...Ü
sya: hahaha! natakot ka nmn agad.. sumakay ka na lng sana.. talga to..bading!
ako: 'di... di na ko sumakay kasi baka masaktan ka lang sa huli. ayaw ko kasing nakakasakit ng mahal ko...Ü
sya: ngayon pa lng nsaktan na ko eh.. : )
ako: ikaw kasi di mo ako hinintay...
sya: malay ko bang darating ka.. : )
ako: kung alam ko lang na ganito ang mararamdaman ko para sayo... noon palang hinanap na sana kita...
sya: bakit ngayon ka lng?
ako: ewan. sadyang mapagbiro ang buhay... ang pag-ibig... hindi nakakatawa...
sya: kung maibabalik ko lng.. ikaw sna ang kapiling ko..
ako: nakakalungkot pero hanggang ganito na lang tayo... mag-kaibigan...

journal entry xxxx

i never fail to have a good time whenever i'm with anna. and saturday was no exception.

met up with anna at music one around six pm. we we browsed the racks of cds and left the store hungrier for more music than for food. we then proceeded to look for a place to eat.

ako: saan mo gustong kumain?
sya: ummm... kahit saan.
ako: ano bang gusto mong kainin?
sya: kahit ano. ikaw?
ako: nothing in particular.

we ended up eating at shakey's. belly buster, mojo potatoes and bottomless ice tea for her and bottomless rootbeer for him were shared over anna's love triangle-turned-pentagon-turned-octagon exploits. snap!Ü

after dinner anna accompanied me to fossil because i was going to buy a watch. i saw what i liked and asked anna's opinion about my choice. she said the watch was too big. true. (think, a smaller power ranger communicator(?) watch) but still i ended up buying the watch.Ü

we went to greenbelt to watch finding never land. we were in a little bit of hurry because we thought that we were late for the movie. turns out that we weren't. as a matter of fact we were the first patrons to enter the cinema. excited. lols.Ü i had to take a bathroom break before the movie starts. returned to the cinema as quickly as possible. sat down on my seat and noticed that anna looked like a lost child. apparently she can't find where her phone was. after a couple minutes of frantic finding but still no phone. i tried calling the phone but it was out of reach. anna had a hunch that the man who was looking at the watches at fossil took her phone while she was looking at the display and while i was paying for the watch. she was amazed at how the man got her phone. i was quite furious that i wasn't aware of what happened. i tried to comfort her but i know i suck in this kind of situations.

ako: okay ka lang?
sya: okay lang. phone lang yun e..
ako: sigurado ka?
sya: oo...

i just hate it when i'm at the mercy of something i can't control and have to resort to what if's and only if's...

i was relieved when the movie started. at least for two hours she wouldn't have to think about her lost phone. the movie was excellent. personally i liked the subtleness of the dialogues and the actor's english accents.

after the movie i knew that anna was still pretty bummed out about the loss of her phone eventhough she wouldn't want to admit it. she wanted to eat a donut but we can't find a shop where donuts were sold so she had to settle for the next best thing, chocolate cake. i was still quite full from the dinner we had but i "forced" myself to eat part of the cake because anna can't finish the piece alone. and she didn't want to buy the cake if i didn't partake in eating it with her.

sometime during our stay at seattle's best...

ako: witch ka ba?
sya: huh?
ako: kilala mo yung witch sa hansel and gretel?
sya: ummm... oo.
ako: witch ka ba?

i think for about an hour i was such a goofball. but it was well worth it after seeing that anna enjoyed what she saw.

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good shot

taken by me at wendy's with anna's 5.1(!) mega-pixel digicam.Ü