one year

i celebrated my one year anniversary as a drone of my current company last saturday. and i somewhat remembered that i saved a reminder in my old phone about that day. checking the calendar of my phone, it reads,

"hoi! nasa wxxsxx wxxtx ka pa? poor you...>_<"

i probably wrote that when i still didn't know what i was doing and felt that i wasn't cut out for the job. but now things are not looking down... but they aren't looking up. right now everything looks flat. which i know is not bad but also not good but is what i want for the moment. although i wouldn't be surprised if i change my mind in a few of months.