bida

mahirap talagang maging bida. sabi nga nila ang bida nagpapabugbog sa simula tas sa huli na lang babawi. pero pagod na akong magpabugbog. kailan ba ako makakabawi?

idol

i know this quite late but it occured to me that carrie underwood, the winner of last season's american idol, did an erik santos over bo bice.

shhhhh...

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am so happy that i now have a copy of jamiroquai's latest album.Ü i racked my brain trying to remember a time when i was this glad after receiving a gift. and i can't recall a moment where i was. thanks to yoü! mwah!Ü

am listening to it now with the volume low. because as you know, here in the office we have to be considerate of our co-workers. so let's keep shhhhh...

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another ot weekend. god, i never felt so drained in my life. but i'm still happy and satisfied with the 3 hours worth of *work* i've done. lols.Ü

so you better keep shhhhh... while i steal some zzz's... -_-

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shhhhh... tons and tons of work! arggghhhhh! shhhhh...! shhhh...!

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hmmmm... feels as if my blog has been so shhhhh... let's try to remedy that.Ü

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shhhhh...

basag ulo ba ang hanap mo?!

walang jo. pinagsamantalahan na naman ata ako a. kanina kasi sa fx parang kinalabit ako ng katabi ko. pero di ko pinansin kasi naalimpungatan lang ako. pero tutsa! kumalibit ba naman ng isa pang beses. tapos parang umaaligid yung kamay nya. anak ng tokwa! a sabi ko ibang usapan na to. isang beses pa e ididikdik ko na yung mukha nya sa bintana. kaya ayun basag ngayon ang mukha ng loko. hahahaha!

(wish ko lang nagawa ko ngang i-ngudngud yung mukha nya. pero di na umulit ang mokong. buti naman.)

you always have a choice. but you've already decided. and it's quite ironic that i have no choice but to accept it.

ikaw ang da best!

maligayang bati sa iyong kaarawan, inay!Ü di ko man nasasabi sayo to ng madalas pero di ibig sabihin na di to totoo. mahal na mahal kita ma. ikaw ang da best nanay ever!ÜÜÜ

whoring

i recalled this re-occuring conversation we had back in college...

boy1: pare wag na tayong kumain dyan. ang mahal. (referring to a fast food joint) ala na akong pera...
boy2: wala ka ng pera? isang gabi lang yan sa crossing. dun sa may andoks...

hmmmm... i think i'd consider that if and only if tj would be my pimp. ya, i'd be a great he-bitch man-whore.

hahaha! lolz.Ü

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i miss penance. i miss kelly. i miss diablo ii level whoring.

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comment whoring tips: (based on experience)

1. choose a topic that'd be interesting for your readers. for best results choose a subject with regards to your (non)existing love life.
2. be subtle when choosing your words. don't give anything away. keep it short and sweet. and if possible be as vague and ambiguous as you can. instead of being mysterious, be the mystery...
3. don't hesitate to share tid bits once the comments starts trickling in. and like your post, give a statement that'd leave the commentors thinking that they know what's going on but in truth only leaves them more puzzled.
4. sit back, relax and enjoy the show...Ü

happy anniv!

yay!Ü

can't believe that it has been about a year since i started blogging. i laugh, cry(?) and curse as i reread my previous posts and think to myself, "wtf?! did i write this? why, o why?" hahaha!Ü

congrats to me! mwah to you!Ü hope you could join me for the rest of the ride...

my guilty pleasure

i've been playing burnout 3 for a few months now. and all i can say is that it's one hell of a game!

i've finished all the races were i was pitted against the computer ai and now i'm left with crash mode (where you're goal is to wreck havoc and raise hell as much as you can on the streets by succesfully ramming your car onto traffic) and time attack mode (where you race against the clock using a super duper umphed car, imagine an f1 cart with nos). crash mode is what sets this game apart from other racing games. it's easy, straight forward and very much enjoyable. it's like playing with your matchbox cars and causing a major pile up, digitally. on the other hand, time attack mode gets to be a pain and tedious when you're on your nth time racing trough the same track at 200mph trying to steer that fragile tin can on four wheels avoiding huge trucks and what nots.

i think i would've thrown this game out the window (because of that frustrating time attack mode) if not for it's other modes and it's wonderful soundtrack.

the soundtrack features exceptional bands, jimmy eat world, ash and franz ferdinand(woot!), just to name a few. actually, imo they are the only exceptional bands in the soundtrack. hehe.Ü other bands like yellow card, new found glory, etc, fills the gap between these three bands. but don't get me wrong, they still deliver heart thumping and adrenaline rush inducing music none the less.
(particulary, this band called my chemical romance. i really like their single, "i'm not okay." but i don't like how they look. reminds me of good charlotte. bah!)

i want to finish this game na. then gt4 will be may next target. hehehe.Ü (now if only i could somehow find a way to squeeze 180 bucks in my expenses...)

no way... yes way...

so narda decided to give up being darna to be with efren. so lola had to look for someone to be the next darna. last nights episode ended when carol found the puting bato and lola thinking to herself if she was the right person to replace narda.

all i can say about the possibility of carol donning the darna custome is...

ssswwwweeeeeeeeeettttt!!!


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does this mean that when carol swallows the rock she'd shout racol?

g'nyt

i hope to see the dawn of daybreak and the sun rise to cloudless skies

and now i've tried to see the truth but i close my eyes
and you were there for me and i was there for you

don't say goodbye say goodnight so it's not over

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to be is all i gotta be
and all that i see
and all that i need this time
to me the life you gave me
the day you said goodnight.

she's already taken,
she's already taken
she's already taken me
she's already taken,
she's already taken
she's already taken me.

pamahiin

alam mo ba yung pamahiin na...

...kailangan ikutin ng taong di kasalo sa kainan pero aalis dahil may lakad ang mga plato ng mga taong kasalukuyang kumakain para makaiwas sa disgrasya?

...pag kumakain ka na tapos lumipat ka ng pwesto sa hapag-kainan madami daw ang mapapangasawa mo?

...pag lagi kang nahuhuling matapos sa kainan huli ka ring magpapasakal, este magpapakasal?

...pag lagi kang napagliligpitan ng pinagkainan habang kumakain ka pa ay di ka daw makakapag-asawa?

sana hindi totoo ang pamahiin...

testi

"Prince charming i presume? Hardly, i'm afraid. Jam could sell a freezer to an Inuit, a Bible to a Shiite, yet couldn't hold a conversation with THE GIRL. Eloquent yet torpe. Self-declared monogamous gentleman with a string of girlets (imagined or otherwise). A
romantic who doesn't believe in romance. Jam, a walking contradiction, a paradox of himself."

friendster testimonial written by thea on june 11, 2004.

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nyahahaha! i agree. i agree! probably the most accurate testimonial i've received.

indeed...Ü

feels like just it should

yey! yey! yey!

jamiroquai, one of my favorite artists, is releasing a new album this june. saw the vid of their first single from the new album dynamite last night on mtv. the vid was a parody of the mask where you had jk in the dorky stanley ibcus mode and the rowdy masked little devil. and of course jk was prancing and dancing all the while doing some minute acting. as for the song... hmmm... it was so so. it was not as catchy as virtual insanity or funky as little l. but like most jamiroquai songs i think it will grow on me... eventually.Ü

can't wait to grab a copy of their latest...ÜÜÜ

"poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. that's what it was for me. i didn't plan on falling in love with you, and i doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. but once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. we fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. for me, love like that has happened only once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory."

exerpt taken from the notebook by nicholas sparks

epiphany(?)

i realized that grief is the fuel of my writing. and as of the moment i'm having engine trouble. let's just say that i'm in between sorrow and delight. and more often than not, i'm shifting between the two.

confession

yes it's true...

i am in love...

i am in love with my sadness...

indeed...