five minute post

due to the content of my original post, which will undoubtedly offend most, i took the liberty of completely deleting it.

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demmet. i'm stricken with tamaritis. too lazy to write. too lazy to work. could see my work pile up before my eyes. i must finish them.

but in the back of my mind i'm thinkin', "to hell with it! in a couple of weeks i won't be doing this." which really is a relief. but not completely.

pablo

the day is not hour by hour but pain by pain. . .

moo moo moo. . . dy

due to recent news that i've recently received regarding my work which got me in this current mood, i put off writing about the fabulous time i had with my friends last weekend.

instead, here is the gist of the places i've been to last weekend :

friday :

satrbucks (rockwell, makati city)


saturday :

avilon zoo (montalban, rizal)
max's (montalban[?], rizal)
pshs (diliman, quezon city)
shakeys (gb1, makati city)


sunday :

kfc (jupiter st., makati city)
power plant mall (rockwell, makati city)
gerry's grill (alabang town center, alabang)

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fully booked is great! better than powerbooks. found there the complete set of ender's saga. drooled over book 4, children of the mind. will return there to purchase the book once i get my salary.

drool some more. . .

un-me

i think may gaydar is broken. for the past few days we had a call center trainee here at our office. i only found out that he was gay after my officemate pointed it out. thinking of that person with his bukayo and sapin-sapin stares makes me wanna reel. damn, looks can be deceiving.

(hey i have nothing against the third sex. its just that i don't like it when they make a pass at me.)

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so i've finished my first hardcore romance novel, a kingdom of dreams by judith mcnaught. or judith mcnaught-Y as i would like to call her. ha! well to say the least, i got bored with the book although there were some "good" parts, if you know what i mean. i wanted to chuck the book halfway through it but i ended finishing it because i'm quite the sucker for happy endings. blah.

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we'll be wishing on the same star
looking at the same moon
when you think about me baby
i'll be thinkin' of you

demmet. this song has been playing on my mind since i woke up. i don't know why.

help me.

cheese

woke up with a splitting headache. longed for a biogesic tablet. unfortunately we were out. had to buy one at our local sari-sari store. bleh! no biogesic. settled for an alaxan fr which i couldn't swallow without water. feeling a bit sick reminded of the countless of times i've teased my friends whenever they feel their coming down with something.

friend : parang magkaksakit ako a.
me : uuyyyy. may love-nat. alam ko gamot dyan. kiss-pirin at yakap-sule.

can't help but to smile after remembering that.

ang corny ko talaga. hehe.

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tekkenized yesterday with decent players. lost with my chinaman team. but had a five winning streak with ogres. joystick was good. buttons where bad. no 3 and had to pound on the 2 produce the desired move. grrr... won the matches with f+2 and ss+4. eheh.

incapable

she brushed my mind last night. it's been a while since we've talked. i was about to text her but i reluctantly restrained myself from sending her the message i carefully composed.

mahirap kasing maghintay sa wala.

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played TTT yesterday. eyesocked! grrr . . .

gets

last friday as i was browsing jae's LJ i came accross this entry which made me laughed so hard.

"...kaya sabi ng pari sa nanay, 'o eto ang limang piso, bumili ka ng blade.' "

at last

i thought that the only time i could justifiably utter the word panalo! when watching the up fighting maroons' games was only when their courtside reporter was doing her thang. but yesterday they won over the nu bulldogs, finally ending their losing streak and at long last meritting them my loud and resounding "panalo!" sa wakas . . .

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i found it rather amusing whenever my friends asked a question pertaining to..., ehem, her, a question which isn't directed to anyone in particular but ultimately is directed to me, which in the end i am very much compelled to answer eventhough i have no idea whatsoever of what to tell them.

friend : 'di ba kumukuha sya ng blahblah yadayada?
long pause. all eyes on me.
me : eh? ewan!

friend : o ba't wala si xxxxxx?
me : aba ewan! 'di ba kasabay lang kitang dumating dito? ba't akong tinatanong mo?
friend : ewan. masarap lang itanong sayo. hehe.

leaving on a jet plane

pia faustino yer my hero! :j

good luck sa barcelona!

work work

i think i'm starting to like my job. i've realized that it's not that bad. the work is really easy except that the volume of work that has to be done is bewildering. i'd probably stick with my current job for at least a year 'coz by then my "marketability" would be considerably higher. and with hints from my boss that i'll be cross trained at our actuarial department, why should i think of leaving now?

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i've salvaged some of my posts from the friendster bulletin board through my friendster inbox. ha! though i sure wish i can find a way to save them all...

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i am gray amongst the swell of black and white, aimless in the puddle of my uncanny creation, my very own utopian limbo.