my brooding pit

lead on

2011-06-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

who wouldn't be after she told me she found me interesting? and after that unexpected kiss at the copier. and shower sex.though she told me that we should be (just?) friends. and at the onset she wasn’t comfortable being anyone’s anything.still, it could’ve worked… in a world where everything good happens to me.

TTT 2

2011-01-17T12:27:00.007+08:00

itchin' (for tekken). that's what i felt after i saw the trailer for tekken tag tournament 2. so the dust flew off my neglected ps2 (my psp has been indisposed for quite sometime now) and controller for some much needed tekken rounds.the trailer was a christmas gift from tekken's creator harada. but... TTT 2 won't come til mid 2011. can't wait!and oh, guess who this guy is. >:) he'll be coming

hoot

2011-01-11T17:38:00.002+08:00

not as catchy as their previous singles. still cute though.^^

what to get me this christmas

2010-12-06T12:01:00.003+08:00

gifts from either side age 26 onwards would suffice.

rock dust light star

2010-11-23T19:06:00.001+08:00

finally a new album after 5(?) years. will grab this the soonest that i can.problem is, where can i actually get a copy of this? sm and astrovision are by far long shots. damn, remind me again why music1 closed?

127 hours

2010-11-19T19:00:00.002+08:00

this is boss! move over lightning scar on forehead boy. i hope they show this in the local cinemas.

not again...

2010-11-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

the next time i hear [song] in a wedding i will gouge my ears with [object]*.[song]1. lucky – jason mraz featuring colbie caillat2. accidentally in love – counting crows3. grow old with you – adam sandler[object]1. barbecue stick2. screw driver3. cactus*subject to availability. if unavailable [object] will be replaced by my trusty swiss knife+.+includes ref, family computer and an ATV

three-folds awesome!

2010-11-02T18:11:00.002+08:00

not the singing, but the fact the pacquiao is singing along with ferrell! video effect ftw!

when i decide...

2010-10-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

to finally live the rest of my days as if it were my last, i'd play hooky forever then.

love love love me already

2010-09-28T19:24:00.003+08:00

hello christmas!

2010-09-12T20:29:00.003+08:00

thing is i already have most of the cds in the collection.still…want.

crisis (not) averted

2010-09-10T16:51:00.003+08:00

quarter life crisis, mid life crisis - i say feh to these labels. after all, life as a whole, is a crisis.

What's your most detailed dream that you can remember?

2010-09-10T16:46:00.001+08:00

brownout. may isa lang kandila sa loob ng kwartong maliit. nasa may sulok ako nakaupo sa sahig, mga tuhod nakatiklop sa dibdib habang kumakain ako ng pansit... tas may bumali ng leeg ko. deds.gising! fire away!

genie

2010-08-27T12:48:00.004+08:00

girls generation's debut single in japan. it's in japanese! also, kawaii!^^

tadhana plus

2010-08-24T13:06:00.004+08:00

additional lyrics to tadhana by up dharma down.shot taken with my fisheye2.

it's the chase

2010-08-17T11:39:00.002+08:00

you know what i'd like to see in a car chase scene in a movie? the actual car of the protagonist running out of gas. that's right mister action star you should've checked the fuel gauge before macho hot wiring that car. serves you right.

Do you believe in soup snakes?

2010-08-13T11:46:00.001+08:00

hmmm... i dunno. but the thought of soup snakes is so romantic, isn't it? hehe. fire away!

Sa tinagal-tagal mo nang namumuhay sa mundong ito, umibig ka na bang tunay?

2010-08-12T08:56:00.001+08:00

sa tinagal-tagal ko nang tinagal na nabubuhay at sa tagal nang paghihintay ko, masasabi kong umibig na ako ng tunay. fire away!

Has any particular book influenced you or left a life-changing impact?

2010-08-11T18:43:00.001+08:00

yup! the fountainhead, the alchemist and the little prince. fire away!

excited...

2010-08-11T11:04:00.001+08:00

at the prospect of a future you.

Francisco D'Anconia, Hank Rearden or John Galt?

2010-08-06T11:23:00.001+08:00

john galt, who is? fire away!

2010-08-01T20:56:00.001+08:00

let's be uncertain together.

When two people find each other, what should stand in their way?

2010-08-01T19:03:00.001+08:00

each other. fire away!

If you would get a tattoo, what would it be and on which part of your body?

2010-08-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

demmet. demmet. i've been planning on getting one since my sister got inked. that was a couple of years back. fast forward to now and i still haven't decided on the design. bollocks. although i already know where i want to put it, shoulder blade. rar. fire away!

just great

2010-07-28T08:11:00.004+08:00

great song, great band, great cover. great demmet that i missed this over the weekend. T-T

2010-07-26T18:57:00.002+08:00

life wouldn't be life without its complications.

2010-07-24T20:29:00.001+08:00

maturity doesn't exactly come along with age, rather it springs forth from experience.

on repeat

2010-07-16T16:14:00.001+08:00

i dig my toes into the sandthe ocean looks like a thousand diamondsstrewn across a blue blanket

warning

2010-07-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

dear future-self,one day your future-significant other (yes, present-self is still unattached as of current write date of this letter. losah.) will hate you for some of the things you've written here, eventhough that it's all in the past. just reassure her that most of what's written here is tounge in cheek.better yet show her this post.that is all. you have been duly warned.now and always,

2010-07-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

i may be setting myself up for one of the biggest wins or biggest losses yet in my life.

2010-07-01T10:24:00.000+08:00

i could stare at her for forever and i'd never know that an eternity has passed.

may or may not

2010-06-30T20:58:00.002+08:00

they say that dreams are the opposite of reality. well i hope that the opposite of that statement is true.

o ayos, pwede na ulet! laban na ba to? aabangan namin yan ha?

2010-06-28T15:23:00.001+08:00

ge fight na. hmmm... teka, ano nga ba muna yung papasukin kong laban? hehe. fire away!

music factor

2010-06-19T04:51:00.002+08:00

when i do get the chance to listen to the shuffled songs on your mp3 player, i already know now that i'll feel like home then.

on missing

2010-06-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

is there a minimum before you can miss someone?

(de)humanized

2010-05-21T20:04:00.003+08:00

you know the folly of communicating electronically, i.e. text messaging, phone calls, video calls, chatting, etc., you can never really tell if the person on the other end is at full attention with your conversation. that's why i still prefer talking to someone personally, at least then you have a visual cue if you're being a total douche or if you're giving her the sleeper hold through your

mini milestone

2010-05-13T10:38:00.002+08:00

finally reached 500 haikus! :)here's the 500th,~~~#500happiness that's falseis nothing but a thin veilof sadness that's true~~~here's to 500 more(?)!

2010-05-10T21:26:00.001+08:00

the hour is not minute by minute, but pain by pain.

take and take

2010-04-30T17:37:00.006+08:00

so you've finally decided to give life a chance. you start small by giving it your hand. but you know what's funny about the animal that is life? you give it your hand, it swallows your arm whole.

rock n' rogue

2010-04-27T12:47:00.005+08:00

tara!also...dij-dij-dij! tugish-takish-tugish-takish! dij-dij-dij!

making weight

2010-04-22T09:15:00.002+08:00

welterweight finally breached! but the true goal is somewhere between lightweight and super/junior welterweight. and maintaining said poundage.ask me again after a month? :)

2010-04-20T17:57:00.001+08:00

we somehow survive today, with all its missteps and mismatches. the real tragedy is that we'll have to go through all of it again tomorrow.

love ar first anticipated bite

2010-04-19T20:25:00.001+08:00

me: are you hungry?her: i'm always hungry.me: *swoons*

anywhere but there

2010-04-12T09:27:00.002+08:00

i hate the fact that there's this certain place where all my failures tend to gather, culminate and reside.

2010-04-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

kelan kaya ako magkakaroon ng ka-holding hands sa daan?

diet

2010-04-02T10:26:00.007+08:00

i've been steadily growing my record collection by buying two cds per pay day. i've been doing this for five months now, i think. so that's twenty new records and a growth of roughly 40% to my music trove. (bonus points: give me the starting count of my cds. math geek much? ehe.) what i've been mostly buying are OPM albums, old and new alike. but alas i'm putting this on hold because of this...so

2010-04-02T01:03:00.001+08:00

chatting is this generation's telebabad.

currently craving for _______.

2010-03-29T16:47:00.001+08:00

sleep. kung mabibili lang talga ang tulog namakyaw na ako. z_z fire away!

kung magiintermission ka ng dance, anong kanta ang sasayawin mo? (bawal wala!)

2010-03-29T16:37:00.001+08:00

syete, dapat talga meron? rico mambo na lang. (ba da da da da, da da da da da da) >< fire away!

ano bang problema mo?

2010-03-29T12:59:00.001+08:00

di ka naman galit nyan ha? hehe.maliban sa kulang na kulang ako ngayon sa tulog at tambak na trabaho, wala akong pinoproblemang iba. life is good to me. :)(dapat nga di pinoproblema ang trabaho e. kasi trabaho lang yan. ehe.) fire away!

new kicks

2010-03-26T15:57:00.003+08:00

impulse purchase.love it!><

bakit ginawa ang balikat?

2010-03-25T11:00:00.001+08:00

para may sandalan ang mga hapong kaibigan. fire away!

#495

2010-03-24T13:57:00.002+08:00

there were no countdownsfor this love that's in reversefirst seek then go hide

keso

2010-03-23T07:48:00.001+08:00

know that when everything else fails you, i'm gonna still be here for you without fail.

it's just a phase

2010-03-16T09:05:00.010+08:00

i think i'm done with my rachel phase because i i've already downloaded most of her movies. (o why can't i find proper torrents for red eye and married life?) but i still love her cheekbones!bye rachel!moving on to zooey phase. i really liked her spontaneous character in yes man and i loved/hated her in (500) days of summer. time to queue my downloads! :)hello zooey!~~~i need me a quirky,

mosquito FTW!

2010-03-15T20:43:00.004+08:00

this is me the other night trying to play a song i just learned and failing because a mosquito flew into my mouth when i started to sing. ugh!i think this was a sign that i should not be singing this.

T6 global championship

2010-03-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

these guys are living the dream. *sigh* what i wouldn't give to go to japan and watch them play.

new policy

2010-03-10T22:10:00.006+08:00

because of certain turn of events, i've decided that i can't be friends with attached pretty girls i'm attracted to. (attached pretty girls i'm not attracted to: we could still hang.) you see half of the time i'm with her, i just wanna be with her. and half of the time, i'm kicking myself in the gonads because i know that i simply can't.so i've started to not to talk to her, erased her from my

best Tagalog movie of all time?

2010-03-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

best? ang hirap. kung comedy - kahit anong tito, vic and joey na pelikula o joey de leon at rene requiestas na pelikula. (kabayo kids, ready aim fire, super wan-tu-tri) (elvis and james, long ranger and tonton, starzan, alyas batman en robin) kung horror - shake, rattle and roll. (yung una) kung romantic comedy - got to believe. kung drama - oro, plata mata. kung fantasy - anak ni zuma. fire

template

2010-03-09T12:30:00.003+08:00

adding quirky (in a good way), out of my league and unattainable to the list.here's what we have so far,1. in between cute and pretty but leaning more towards cute rather than pretty.2. cheekbones3. sexy na di payat4. quirky in a good way5. out of my league6. unattainableyeah, that's just about right.

why do you think smart people are stupid when it comes to love?

2010-03-08T22:40:00.001+08:00

because in love logic does not apply, common sense is thrown out the window and for all the brain's bazillion capabilities it still can not compute when it comes to matters of the heart. fire away!

do you dance? what music gets you dancing?

2010-03-08T19:08:00.001+08:00

is headbanging considered as dancing? no? well, i don't dance then. curse you two-left feet syndrome! fire away!

friends just

2010-03-08T13:24:00.000+08:00

her: do you like me?him: huh? what's with the question?her: no reason. just asking.him: ahhh...her: well? do you... like me?him: ummm... yeah. yeah, of course i like you.her: as friends?him: right. that's right. as friends.her: just as friends?him: you know i haven't put much thought into it. i mean, um. yes. why?her: i just think you're interesting and i'd want us to be friends. is that okay?him

hal-twenty-O-nine-twenty-second-preview

2010-03-07T21:18:00.001+08:00

here's a (very) quick photo montage of our team costuming up for our company's halloween celebration. (created using windows movie maker. bgm: dito tayo sa dilim by pedicab)

what nationality would you prefer your date to be: Korean or Japanese?

2010-03-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

siguro kung tinanong mo ako last year japanese ang sagot ko agad dyan hands down. pero parang ngayon leaning towards korean na ako. (takteng k-pop invasion yan. dapat makabili na talga ako ng bagong album ni hiki.) fire away!

long distance relationship (LDR), a fantasy or a reality?

2010-03-07T20:49:00.001+08:00

reality sa kapatid ko at siguro sa ibang tao. para sa akin fantasy yan. absence makes the heart wander. fire away!

anong pwedeng gawin pag malapit ka na mabaliw?

2010-03-07T20:07:00.001+08:00

magsulat sa bato. uminom ng prozac. iuntog ang ulo sa pader. maglaslas. jumingle. ikadena ang sarili sa poste. mangiliti ng katabi. kumanta habang sumasayaw. kausapin ang pating na nagsasaing na may kasamang dahon ng pandan habang tinatahulan ng aso ang butiki sa gilid ng bilog na buwan. fire away!

ano gagawin mo pag malapit ka na mabaliw?

2010-03-07T20:04:00.001+08:00

makikinig lang ng kanta at sasabay na kumanta sa pinakikinggan. ayos na! :) fire away!

dr. horrible 2

2010-03-05T22:43:00.005+08:00

being fond of musicals and this gay dude, it was no surprise that dr. horrible's sing-along blog was a hit to me when i first saw it. the whole production was quirky, geeky, nerdy and funny. the songs where catchy and some of them were lss inducing (my freeze ray and my eyes). the ending was a bit sad for my taste though.here's a dose of dr. horrible (and the ensemble) as he hijacks the emmys,i

formspring.me

2010-03-05T01:45:00.001+08:00

o, malinis na ba? erning: tama! fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-05T01:43:00.001+08:00

e pano kung bigla kang naihi? yari. kakatakot ng pumunta ng cr pag ganitong nagiisa na lang ako sa opis. x_x fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-04T09:53:00.001+08:00

kelan ang last time na tinamaan ka? about two years ago. buti na lang walang peklat galing dun sa tama. ayos! fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-04T09:51:00.001+08:00

magbigay ka ng 3 trivia about yourself, 2 truths and 1 lie. wag mo sabihin anong truth or lie. 1. wala akong official na naging girlfriend.2. muntik na akong ikasal.3. "nambasted" na ako ng babae. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-04T09:16:00.001+08:00

what is love? love? ano nga ba yan? parang nawala na ulit yan sa bokabolaryo ko e. ehe. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-04T09:15:00.001+08:00

morning person ka ba? dehins. suplado ako pag umaga. pero paminsan oo. siguro pag bilog ang buwan noong nakaraang gabi. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-04T08:33:00.001+08:00

gusto mo ng rubber shoes? e load? pati na rin pang-tuition ko pwede? bawi ako sayo darling, isasayaw kita ng ballroom magdamag. o kaya magti-twist tayo sa rj bar. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-04T08:30:00.001+08:00

paki enumerate ng mga naging cellphone mo konti lang. di kasi ako ma-cellphone na tao. basta gumagana ayos! 5110, 2100, 3100, k800 (phone to ni james bond sa casino royale!^^) fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-04T08:21:00.001+08:00

ilan ang peklat mo? at alin ang pinakamaganda ang kwento? medyo madami din. klutz din kasi ako e.yung sa may ibaba ng kaliwang mata ko. (di na sya halata kasi nadaan sa sebo de macho. hehe.) ang kwento nakuha ko yun sa pikyaw(shato). nakapwesto kasi ako sa likod ng tito ko, sya yung "batter" namin. pag angat nya ng pato sa may butas gamit yung mahabang stick ayun tumama sa may

formspring.me

2010-03-03T23:51:00.001+08:00

Kung ikaw ay isang tab sa dividers ng AP binders, ano ka at bakit? (i.e., gain/loss) communication - kasi madali akong kausap. :) fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-03T14:48:00.001+08:00

Sino sa AV ang tingin mong bagay sayo? in terms of mga trip sa buhay, mukhang si ate lyra. at di naman nagkakalayo ang age namin ni ate kaya pwede na rin siguro. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-03T03:39:00.001+08:00

Ano ang paborito mong math theorem/postulate?bakit? p --> q, ~q --> ~p fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-03T03:05:00.001+08:00

Kelan mo balak mag-asawa? oi buti na lang na-itanong mo yan. invited ka ha. save the date. ayos na ang lahat. yung simbahan, reception, food, flowers, etc. bale bride na lang ang kulang. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-03T02:24:00.001+08:00

Adik ka? adik sayo kahit maghapon na tayong magkasama parang telesine fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-03T01:37:00.003+08:00

Adik ka? oo! adik sa tekken. :P fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-03T01:37:00.001+08:00

Baket? e kasi di ko mapigilan ang sarili ko e. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-03T01:30:00.001+08:00

ano ang tipo mong babae/lalaki (physically)? at ano ang di mo ma-take as kanila? cheekbones, sexy na di payat. how they perennially think that they're fat when actually they're not. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-02T16:54:00.001+08:00

name one person you've recently met you wish you knew five years ago instead. napakagandang tanong. ampogi siguro nung unang nagtanong nito. hehe.parang magulo yung buhay ko five years ago e. ayokong mandamay ng mga nakilala ko ngayon kasi mababait silang lahat.pero kung mandadamay na lang din ako si james na lang siguro. at least may resbak ako. sanay yun sa gulo e. hehe.

formspring.me

2010-03-02T12:23:00.001+08:00

to go or to stay? why? darling you gotta let me know. should i stay or should i go?if you say that you are minei'll be here til the end of time fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-01T11:01:00.001+08:00

Is it ok to tell someone that you have a huge crush on him/her? Thing is, he/she’s a friend and treats you like one. :) oks lang yan. crush lang naman e. basta walang magbabago sa status ng pagiging friends nyo, walang kaso. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-03-01T10:59:00.001+08:00

Is it ok to be a lesbian or homosexual? Why? i've always been pro choice when it comes to these things. hey it's your life; i have no say in it; go do whatever you want. fire away!

yes fear!

2010-02-28T13:23:00.005+08:00

who ever said that you should face your fears most probably hadn't thought of that statement while suspended precariously sixty feet in the air with only a single static rappelling rope holding him from plummeting to the ground ending in brain splatter. but i have. and no semblance of that thought crossed my mind.a week ago me and my office mates went to subic for a weekend getaway. we spent the

hontou ni kawaii!! ^^

2010-02-28T12:59:00.002+08:00

~~~full dance here.

formspring.me

2010-02-28T12:48:00.001+08:00

Do you also keep an offline journal (the dead-tree kind)? nope. i never did because i always thought my hand writing was bad. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-02-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

Kinakain mo ba ang papel dati sa White Rabbit? oo naman! sarap nun. dumidikit pa sa ngala-ngala. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-02-27T21:34:00.001+08:00

ano oras ka nagising kanina? (relatively) maaga! uuwi kasi kami ng pampanga. 8:30am. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-02-27T21:32:00.001+08:00

kung may isang parte sayong ipapa-plastic surgery mo, ano yun? ilong. bisaklat! fire away!

formspring.me

2010-02-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

weirdest feeling ever: nung nagising ako mula sa panaginip ko na panaginip lang din pala. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-02-27T21:29:00.001+08:00

anong grade ka natuto maghugas magisa ng pwet? grade 2 ata. basta alam pag lipat namin sa laguna di na ko sumisigaw ng "tapos na ko!" hehe. fire away!

formspring.me

2010-02-27T21:28:00.001+08:00

favorite lyrics (maikli lang) sa isang kanta: di ako ma-lyrics na tao e. at di rin ako matandain sa lyrics kaya eto lang ang naiisip ko ngayon...how do you do it, make me feel the way i do? fire away!

formspring.me

2010-02-27T14:46:00.001+08:00

ano ang magpapakilig sa inyong araw? matagal na yung last time na kinilig ako a. parang di ko na maala... ayy! kagabi lang pala kinilig ako nung sabay kong naka-holding hands yung dalawa kong kras. YIHEE! (rofl) fire away!